Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010

The list of my year 2009 and what a great year it has been:

· I found myself
· I became comfortable with who I am
· Made amazing friends
· Lost friends
· Had amazing times with twirling friends
· Attended my first gig
· Seen Coldplay
· Become to realise what I have
· Became a national champion
· Became a European champion
· Made myself smarter
· Changed the way i look
· Got a hair cut
· Fell in love with band tees
· Spent way too much money
· Seen family allot
· Had amazing times with friend
· Seen You Me At Six
· Went for my first meal with friends
· Started to grown up
· Got more mature
· Fell in love with the colour blue
· Applied for College and 6 form
· Changed my own dreams
· Following my dreams
· Got a new phone
· Got a new iPod
· I walk my dog more
· More confidants
· Moved into year 11
· Completed D OF E
· Went into the Army for a week
· Became Dazzler of the year
· Begin to look at the real art in music
· I BECOME PHILLIPA.

So i have become what i today which is ‘Phillipa’ and i absolutely love it but I must set myself some things to do in the New Year:
· Become 16 - Done! :)
· Get my lottery ticket- Done
· Get a job
· Buy more stuff - DONEE but could get moree :)
· Begin to trust people - Doneee :)
· Make more friends
· Do more revision - Done
· Do exams -Done
· Get into College or 6 Form - got into college, and 6 form :)
· Find someone
· Do a solo
· Start my duet with Alice - Half way throw 7/2/2010 Done and got 6th place. :)
· Do more photography - Done moree 7/2/2010
· Blog more
· Go to more gigs- Done
· Meat someone famous
· See You Me At Six again- Fuck that, there shit now!
· Go on a diet
· Get more Cds - DONEEE allways good to get more
· Update iPod more - DONEEE
· Stop using Facebook- I did!
· Love the people who care for me - Yep :) 7/2/2010
· Get a new dress - DONEEE would love moreee thow :(
· Go shopping more - DONEEE I am indeed going to go lots more.
· Go to the cinema more
· Drink more coffee and tea
· Go to more party’s
· Go to WAY MORE GIGS!
· Go to a camp out
· Read more books
· Spend more time with my dog
· Call my Nan more - Doining :D 7/2/2010
· Stop using my Phone - Dont use anymore XD 7/2/2010
· Draw more
· Stop eating
· Get my GCSE’S
· Have a good interview - Done
· Make money
· Do my room up- Done
· Buy more shoes
· Get more bags - DONEEE a girl allways needs more bags ;)
· Get a new bin for my room
· Love someone
I plain to complete all of these things in 2010.

I Would Give You A White Feather!

So what’s it about you really want to do really want to bust your ego make yourself look cool well you’re not you begin to pick on the venerable. So you begin to trust someone slowly and then they humiliate you in front of people who are called your friends.

So what’s it going to be, I Hope you’re happy with yourself because at this moment people really would like to kill themselves because of you selfish people trying to impresses someone. It may seem funny at the time and you all have a nice laugh while someone stands there with little to say as you might use it against them. I’m sure you love to hurt people and to make them upset. So the victims begin to ask themselves what I am doing wrong. You’re doing nothing wrong its people being nasty and idiotic and it’s not right.

So what you going to do, stop? No because you’re a bunch of Cowards who need to grow up and get into the real life yes you’re going to make friends but are you going to get anywhere in life? GO DIE!

Yes It's Here!

Well its 12.25 and its Christmas and yes I’m starting to begin to think Christmas is going to be good. So I’m sat in my very small room wondering how much money was spent for this one day and how much time people put into this day, it begins to come clear maybe we shouldn’t make such a big thing out of it, it’s only one day. One good thing is it brings family and friends together and one bad thing you become worry about money, and start to wonder if you did spend enough on that one person.

It’s now 12.52 and I begin to become tired and start thinking about going to bed and turning my laptop of o and say ‘goodbye’ on Facebook and to turn my iPod off song is Dog Day by Florence And The Machine I LOVE this woman!

One Day Left. 23/12/09

So it’s one day to Christmas I’ve opened 6 things and starting to final feel the Christmas spirit. One little box left on the chocolate countdown one more sleep. I love the fact little children believe in Santa it’s so cute.

Gifts from friends are wonderful things, the thought put into every gift is wonderful and it normal means something to you. Well yes I spouse you have guessed I got my gifts of my friends today, and wow I love them all thanks Katie, Toni, Beth, Ellie, Marcus o and Jordan. Thank you so much guys.

I find out today that I LOVE to dance around a Christmas tree listening to Now 40 with some classic songs and amazing friends, I all so remembered how much I LOVE to text people but also how much I begin to hate classic slang like ‘wuu2?’ I HATE it, it’s pointless it makes you look better as a person if you just put ‘what have you been up to then?’ it’s simple and well written. Yes I use slag but I am really trying to stop, it’s so hard with the likes of MSN in your life. I HATE IT END OFF.

Meal in Bath, 23/12/09.

Well what can I, I will keep this sort and sweet. I spent the day with the funniest girls in the world!

First of all my day started by being totally nearly late, BAD TIMES. Then we finally got on the amazing smelly hot excuse of public transport which is overpriced shitty service, and as you do begin to question if you’re on the right train or not which yes scares me so much and I begin to panic and ending up in London once again. Then we final arrive in bath and find we are 30 minutes early for are meal so YES we sat in the library and talked about unapparent things in a library and got so many funny looks, it was unbelievable YES teenagers do read. Then we finally get into the restraint ‘The Ocean Purl’ and we begin to wait for are drinks for 10 minutes then they final arrive, furthermore we begin to get food it was so lovely and tasty, at that time Beth begins to laugh at Toni’s little joke which I’m not sure as because i was eating and Beth begins to throw up her dinner into her hands which I was not impressed with at all. But it was funny looking back on it, after this we begin to have pudding which wasn’t the best which Katie described as ‘cake in a box’ yes it was cake in a box but hay it was okay....., we begins to keep stuffed and final find are self’s leaving.

After are meal we deserve it is raining so we begin to run away and find are self’s in several shops trying to find room and FAIL, so we begins to shop and yes i got many nice things thanks to sale’s, GOOD TIMES, after shopping we decide’ yes it’s time to go home’ then suddenly ‘stupid bus, what it doing’ (Beth trays to kick this bus) ‘ can you drive, go learn you stupid man’ *man looks at her and giggles* this was the highlight of my day, then we find are self’s on the train the going home after a very good day.

Overly i had an amazing day and it got me in the mood for Christmas and i begins to this about home amazing friends really are, so Thanks guys i love you. :)